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Ok so I have been suffering Severe Depression for the last 5 years and before that I silently dealt with being a sexual abuse victom from a family member which caused me to be extra angry and withdrawn but when I dealt with that and talked to the people around me it has turned to depression? I have been in and out of work I’m slowly becomming more and mor of a hurmit, I still hate the things that has happened to me.
I am a Christian and along with this comes certain beleives about what happens when you die so last time I seriously thought about the end I knew I was about to meet hell so in the end I ended up in a mental hosp ….This might be comming out all screwed up but if I wrote all the situations and stuff down, no one would ever be able to read it in a life time. I’m trying to be a good Christian so I quit Smoking ontop of that 12 weeks ago and its just weird that I got through that but now I gotta get off all the prescription drugs Im hooked on because I’m starting to up them and now I’m liking the feeling I get from them and it would be sooooo easy to go to sleep after golping a few, help where do I go I’m sooo screwed up!!!!! And I was a bit shamed out to say this but I can’t die cos I have a wife with 4 wee kids AND THAT SHOULD MAKE ME HAPPY!!!!!!!

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weird odd feeling in left shoulder blade area..?

May 17, 2012

Weird odd feeling in left shoulder blade area..?
hi, i’m male at the age of 25 and i was wondering if anyone would know the possible causes for such a feeling.
my left shoulder blade area seems to feel tired, i’m not sure if i can say numb but it just feels weird.. like sometimes it annoys [...]

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What can my mum take to quit smoking!?

May 15, 2012

I want my mum to quit smoking!.She said she wants to but she hasn’t got the time to go to the NHS groups or doctors.She also has a blood problem called thrombofelia or thrombosis, where her blood clots she is taking walfrin so she cant take much medicine or tablets.
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What was your super secret way to stopping smoking?

May 15, 2012

Everyone has their ways of quitting. If you were a smoker, how did you quit and why? Cold Turkey? Frame of mind? What sort of tactics did you try? Did you try anti-smoking products or just did it on your own? I’d like to hear everyone’s experience.

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Panasonic NN-SD697S, 1.2cuft 1300 Watt Sensor Microwave Oven, Stainless Steel

May 15, 2012

1300-watt family-size microwave oven with 1-1/5-cubic-foot capacity
Menu-action screen; push-button control panel and pop-out dial for easy programming
13-1/2-inch turntable; 9 sensor-cook settings; keep-warm mode; clock and timer
Inverter Turbo Defrost; sensor reheat; 10 power levels; manual with recipes included
Please note: upper-left corner of door has a small indentation to allow door to open smoothly

Product DescriptionPanasonic 1-1/5 cu [...]

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i want to quit smoking cigarettes…?

May 15, 2012

i want to use Zyban to do it and i am told that drinking alcohol while on zyban will cause seizures. I can quit drinking for the requisite period, possibly forever, but will i have to quit blazing “herb” as well? I look at that as a better alternative to both…
please list your sources
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Quit smoking: Increased libido?

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How long till the libido returns to “normal”?
After trying to quit smoking a few times, I’ve figured out that the reason why a smoker gets horny, after they no longer have nicotine to rely on to stimulate the pleasure receptors in their brain, is because the body is seeking an alternative analgesic: the endorphin rush [...]

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are these side effects normal to quitting smoking cold turkey?

May 15, 2012

i stopped smoking all together like 2 days ago these are my side effects… are they normal?
- entire body aches
- coughing A LOT so much that sometimes i may throw up
- and headache ( i think as a result of the coughing)
- no sleep
any idea if these are normal/ how long will they last?

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I am 30y/o diagnosed with COPD? Should I consider getting tested for Alpha 1-antitrypsin deficiency?

May 14, 2012

I am 30 years old. I have been having shortness of breath and difficulty with mild/moderate activity, since I had the bird flu a couple of winters ago. That flu did permanent damage to the lungs of everyone I know that caught it. Examples: Male 32 endurance athlete had a significant reduction in his athletic [...]

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Can the lungs really repair themselves……..?

May 14, 2012

… after quitting smoking? Even if someone is in the beginning stages of emphysema or is it too late by then?

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